long dark journey into light

So I attended a baby shower yesterday and it totally makes me want another. It was very nice and the mother seems very excited.  We did the usual eat, fawn over the mom, and play gift bingo.  Well, it took about twenty minutes but I won and yelled out bingo.  So I dig threw the pile and get a gift.  Bring it back over to my seat and unwrap it excitedly.  To my surprise it was a chocolate graham cracker crunch.. at first I was like gross it’s a crunch but as I looked it over I had to wipe the corner of my mouth because I started drooling over it’s obvious deliciousness….

Then it hit me… I start my healthy challenge on Tuesday (the 19th).   My usual self would say “can I stuff my self silly with it’s delectable goodness by tuesday?”

As I sit there contemplating and still drooling, I have decided not to eat it at all.  omg what the hell have I just said!!!!!

That’s right, I have decided not to eat it and I will stay strong.  I am actually thinking of dropping it off at my aunts house so her skinny self can drool all over it and eat it herself! Let’s fatten her up a bit!!! insert evil laugh here